I am a Gemini. A true blue gemini. Born under the star sign of the twins which symbolises duality. Geminis are known for being witty, charming, spontaneous and fun fun fun *ahem*. But Geminis are also known for their fickle and indecisive nature. And right now, I am having a great deal of problem with it.

I hate decision making. Why? Because i cant seem to make up my mind on anything. And why again you may ask? Because i am afraid that i might change my mind later on should i decide on this or that. I would get that annoying feeling if i have made the correct decision when something better greets my eyes. This pertains to the impending decisions to be made on my wedding preps.

I guess i will leave the catering and menu to mum and dad. Heard them arguing about briyani dam and achar and all that bleh last night. I'll leave it to the parental units to decide on the menu and which caterer they eventually decide on as im not so particular about food. What i'm concerned about is the decorations and dais. Yet to meet up with Kak Ema from Decorama at her showroom one of these days and will be meeting up with the guys at The Wedding Garden very soon. And also a few others, coming from mum's contacts. And after that, the difficult part of deciding on which one to choose. Alot of weighing of the pros and cons. But mum is always there, holding me back when i thought i was raring to go. This is not a time for hasty decisions. This is my wedding im talking about!

And my bedroom decor. Mum was suggesting that we pay the decorators to do up my room so that at the end of the day, i get to keep the decorations for as long long long as i want. Good idea mum, but are you sponsoring me for that?

In the midst of setting up appointments with videographers and cameramen for a demo. Gosh! Im busy! I wish i could cut myself into 3 so that i could have all of the done in a zippy. But patience Mizzy, patience ... And this new term suddenly draws a new light. This is the very term that i had been taking for granted and bulldozing my through when dealing with my fiance. Amidst the frenzy of wedding preps, i have to work on being patient, insyaAllah...

But im glad about one thing though: I have decided on my colour theme. i just hope nothing better meets my eyes before my fickleness decides to make a comeback. Now, to decide on which shade... aargghhh!!!