Saturday, February 26, 2005
RANTING FROM THE UNKNOWN ABYSS
The hiatus occured due to circumstantial and inevitable natural disasters and wonders. It was uncalled for but very much needed. Mizzy now has a keen sense of time. Yes, time. It has finally dawned upon her that time is indeed precious and procrastination is a word that has to be banished from her stagnant vocabulary. Too many things happening in too little time. And that explains the sudden hiatus after the revelation from discovering a nasi lemak stall named after me. Ha, yeah right. But really, Mizzy is really worn out. The wedding preps have barely begun and already, i am feeling the heat. But then again, im one anal rententive, paranoid person so that explains my sudden panic attacks albeit minor ones. I'm sure it will get massive when the day draws nearer. And the frequent tiff with fiance and umi, especially about the wedding, is giving me more headaches. And heartaches. Having a tyranny boss doesnt help either. Work sucks, really. I hardly have time to surf the net in the office when im working like a dog from 9 to 5. It's like work, work, WORK. The project's more than 60% done but the bad news is, there's a lot of cleaning and closing of gaps to be done and im not looking forward to it. I underestimated myself when i say i am anal retentive. You should see my ungrateful boss. Gosh, i wish he'd choke on his dick and die. Wan's been pestering me to quit that job but no, not yet. So that basically sums up Mizzy's life for the past weeks. I am no longer that bubbly, fresh faced and enthusiastic person anymore. I have turned into a cranky, mean, nasty ogre (wan would attest to that). I look haggard, i feel listless and i am drained. And believe me, it's not PMS. It's just me. Time passes in such a whirring blur these days. Minutes, turning into hours, turning into days and when i looked up from where i am, i realized that i havent done anything much. I need a breather. Cigarettes anyone?
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